Sleeping Problem

I feel so lucky this year. I earn more money by teaching and the same time, I earn money too from my writing. I get some awards from reputable organizations. But, I don't know, I feel so difficult to sleep.  I am always sleepy, but I can't sleep at all.

Observer

Yesterday was not my best day. ELTI Academic Manager observed me while I was teaching. Teaching's becoming a bit depressing. But okay, everything run quite well and I didn't make stupid mistakes. But I was a bit mad about her. She seemed to blame me on what is not my mistake. She looked like Ms. Perfect, and didn't understand teaching dillema I face. She must come more often I think, so will know what really happen. Go out, Miss, don't just sit on your table?

Begin Working in Jakarta

Previously, I felt a bit upset about my family moving to Jakarta, but now I feel better. I start working at ELTI Gramedia with better salary. I am back to be working woman, and the same time I am a writer. I continue attending my book launches. This will be the perfect blend. I love it. I promise to my self to be more greatful for my life.

Put My Life Back in Order

My life seems messy this month because I and my family should prepare everything to move to a new house in Jakarta. Today, the twelve day I am in Jakarta, I begin teaching in ELTI Gramedia English Course. I love that, because that means my life is moving on, not stuck at a messy point.

By today, I promise to put my life back in a right order. I will be teaching, writing and running a new bussiness. In Jakarta, I hope that I will get  a better income than in Bali. So, I will become a great writer and an indepent woman

Moving to a new house..

This is the fifth house I am living in since I get married. That means I have moved five times in less than six years. Moving to a new house is not a pleasant thing, even though sometimes you get some new energy and some fresh air from your new house.

My last house is perfectly cozy and clean. But we still rent this house and the owner doesn't sell this house. In fact, we love this house so much. I hope that we will find a perfect house and not moving a lot again

Dealing with four years-old children

It's not really easy to understand  four years-old children. Sometimes, they look very smart and speak like mature people. They argue like mature people do. But sometimes, they are so stubborn and annoying.

I don't really know how to deal with my daughter. I want to be a good mother, but sometimes, she makes me terribly mad. So, sometimes, I yell at her, but then I regret it so much. I am in search of a better method to educate my daughter. I hope I will find that soon.

So early in the morning

What to do, if you wake up so early in the morning? I don't know what to do now. It's about five o' clock in the morning. I am in front of my computer trying to do something important.

Actually, I am in a big dilemma. Am I going to be full-time worker or still being part-time worker like what I am doing now? I want to earn more money by my self. I want to more independent woman. To be that woman, I have to be full-time worker. But in the same time, I still feel terribly worried leaving my daughter alone with her baby sitter. I don't know what to do.