Do you have your own room?

I am questioning about what a family is for. When we form a family, we think that we are going to be happier. But it doesn't always happen. Forming a family means you multiply origin problems from each family. Forming a family means you need to go in side and share a very narrow room.

If you decide to be alone, at least, you don't have to share anything to anyone. You can manage your own life. Probably, you can be happy too.

English Teacher

I love to be English teacher because I love the culture behind English language. This language give the chance to the speakers to express their opinions and also their feelings. Something that I can't find in my mother language Balinese language and Indonesian language

What friends mean to you...

Why do we need to make friends? I think because we want someone who makes our life meaningful. I want to enjoy my time with my friends. If some friends make me get mad and uncomfortable, I think it's no use to be friends with them any longer.

I have my own opinion about my life, noone can force to change my opinion. You can disagree with me, so can I. Let me make friends with everyone that I like...

Your happiness is only in Your Heart

No happiness really comes from others. Don't hope to get happiness from others. Find it in your heart. Because you only belong to yourself.

Thinking About Life

These days, I often think about life. I get a better job with better salary. I get what I want. But, why am I not that happy that I think before. May be, it is because, our thought lead us to think it is never enough.

Human life is becoming more and more complicated. Even, it is hard to be simple. It' totally silly. If we can be happy easily, why should we make our life so complicated?

Sleeping Problem

I feel so lucky this year. I earn more money by teaching and the same time, I earn money too from my writing. I get some awards from reputable organizations. But, I don't know, I feel so difficult to sleep.  I am always sleepy, but I can't sleep at all.

Observer

Yesterday was not my best day. ELTI Academic Manager observed me while I was teaching. Teaching's becoming a bit depressing. But okay, everything run quite well and I didn't make stupid mistakes. But I was a bit mad about her. She seemed to blame me on what is not my mistake. She looked like Ms. Perfect, and didn't understand teaching dillema I face. She must come more often I think, so will know what really happen. Go out, Miss, don't just sit on your table?